me

I am very fat. My composition:

Outer most layer is sky

world

Mind

Collection of people: This strange most of preoccupation is my iddle thinking what any thinks about me. Perhaps none has time to think about me but they are themselves preoccupied with thinking what others are thinking about her or him. This is about unstoppable for me. I keep thinking any act of mine how it is acceptable laudable or damnable by any. I hide me, do not communicate, remove many of my communication because I think it is not acceptable in their value system!!! It so happens me in my perception, my writings, and them in my perception - they are all one and the same - they are the same KHOTE SIKKA i.e. without any value or substance. In a very slow motion I saw a person who is part and parcel of my daily life totally composed by me without no prior knowledge!!!

memory

Time

beliefs

logic Induction and deduction and Test

body

sense
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The axis on which all the above settled on a hypothesis me that is none of them. It is far durable so that the hubris could collect on it.

That makes hubris nothing other than me

I tried cut the hubris with mental sword again and again but sword just gets wear down never tries to remove entire non-sense without any better word I call this FALSE

My sharpest intellectual sword is I AM ABSENT

This can't wear out ever but it gets reduces as I reduce in size

Problem is how I wear it all the time

I must stand on it all the time.

I AM ABSENT is my intellectual basis

while my intellect is based on truth

base that has no other base - this is the ultimate my intellect can reach

my intellect can deduce SOMETHING IS NOT ME can't be true and is time independent

MY LOSS IS MY GAIN is true

hubris float around there is no collector no gravitation pull or push

[in the sky]