result

Result I know
my total freedom of doing and not doing
my present is paradise
I have no future
I don't have to talk
I don't have to move
I do not have to count
I have no resistance
I am floating
i am untouchable
I am final without legacy
all my deeds are final and without result
i do not have to talk think or do
i do not have to repeat ever

i love and express my love
whatever I get is love and expression of love

how far am i away

glimpse of paradise and its presence I see several times in a day
then again i hear heart beat
i taste my distaste
I am in a desert and seeing illusion of mirage
i am thirsty
i shall get water before i die but each moment is torture
it is fear of death before water quenching my thirst

what is that mirage
truth but i can't live up to that

i am god
what ever i think say and do is right
and i can never do otherwise
what ever I see is paradise
it can't be otherwise

Hindu mythology talks about paradise - a stable state
any one not harmonious in stable state false off into a net
maya
illusion of movement or instability
it can't really cure itself so easily
hallucination and and memory of paradise both frequently visitor

repair is complete when one again is god and resident of paradise among all gods

nothing has really changed except one is cured of hallucination

hallucination is nothing but a simulation run by one to predict success while it is not possible to simulate paradise

paradise has one rule of nonce
it never repeats itself but carries all in it without eliminating any or rather by eliminating all its moments are absolute but perceived differently for anyone engaged in hallucinating (carrying out simulation)

i do not have to make this any more clear than what paradise is