impossible

I can't jump out of here and now

[i am partially visible camera man in a 360 degree fish eye photo of 'now' i can't have greater presence or lesser absence]

i m skinned alive layer after layer of me with tears shame fears angers flowing out

i am pasted in here and now

i can't protest

I have to wait till i vanish in the pyre of now

i am absent always

i can change none and nothing