belief

assumption or faith
I do not have to believe assume or faithful
Still I am
At the center of the world it is me
It is not my belief
it continues to be there and is there as long as i have consciousness
it goes linear goes any manner but it is central to my world and i see world going around me
i also go into simulated drive in my dream
like last night
I went into my selfish way to involve all to fetch money from a person little known to me to achieve my end
and i could not stop myself

I wonder my origin
earth or some out of unknown and never known kernel of universe
logic does not apply
any hypothesis is ok as good

I am incurably sick
I am not assumption while any assumption is mine
I am not explanation or derived out of logical conclusion
I am incomparably attractive all is joined to me by my power of attraction and goes around my axis without any scope of their liberation ever
It is too much an effort to keep all separated they are all together a ball or perhaps a point rotating or spiraling around me with no scope of any other existence
time to time it disappears in my without existence
contrary to belief time too has no existence and my assumption
sometime point void line or circle or any other visual object like doughnut

i m irrational the only irrational in the world and remain so without any other example

i have no option but in always in-confident and in the tinker-hook what is in store just now
whether i m already busted and never to see me again

i can't achieve any goal or aim

i m truly incapable

my genius shall remain undiscovered
since there is none is created

instead of an unknown calling all shots and taking nanosecond and nano-millimeter departure from universe course

i like to have faith on an absolute automaton that has a simple rule of nonce - take that option that was never taken