Absolute

i have to bear in silent

live

the true infinity has no cardinal without limit without return

it is supreme bliss joy for ever

all is joy and only joy and only joy and only joy

endless shower of joy

joy joy joy

infinite joy in all dimension

devoid of any shades or grades of superior inferior variety of joy

infinite supreme joy

সব আমার পরম আনন্দ

how long can I stop my self being drowned infinite attraction supreme joy that has stripped me of all my possession only left is me
i m surrounded by infinite joy

how long can i deny myself from sinking in bliss
i m struggling for survival
i do not know how to give in
i struggle till my last breath

No i don't have to die

all my past all memories are supreme bliss
all my possible future all expectations of the same is supreme bliss
all my perception of my present is the supreme bliss

i live in bliss supreme pure and infinte

আনন্দ

জগত ভালো সর্বসময় কোথাও কখনো কোনো খারাপ নেই কোনো খারাপের সম্ভবনা নেই
আমার প্রসংসা বা অপ্রসংশা করার কেও নেই কিছু নেই

আমার সব আনন্দ
সবের সবকিছু  সব সময় আমার আনন্দ
আমি আনন্দ
কূলহীন আনন্দ আমার চির নিবাস

সব সময়

আমার সব কিছু

সব ভাবনা সব দেখা সব করা 

সব না দেখা সব না ভাবা সব না করা

আমার আনন্দ

আমি যা ভাবি তাই আমার আনন্দ 

আমি যা করি তাই আমার আনন্দ 

now

now is past
now is future
now is the appearance of its creator
now is all

identity

place is here
time is now
i can't ask for change
nothing can be changed
all is as is
I must see and i must be allowed to see

no grief
no happiness
no boredom
no frustration
no anger
no fear

I must disappear without word
I must not prevent

creator is creation
actual is virtual

indivisible
identity

inconclusive

i can't attribute any success i may have is entirely due to me.
It was done by all but me
Even this piece of writing is not by me
i do not wish to take any claim as mine
i m just a hypothesis
entirely virtual
all is my hypothesis entirely virtual
actual has no word
only presence
it is my identity
nothing ever happens that is is not 100% done by him
it is not ever my will that is written on virtual wall
after my death in virtual
actual shall continue to write in virtual wall
it is impossible to prevent him
once written it can't be rewritten
it is always new without any previous

i m very upset
soham has gone without any warm clothing
he has not taken his cell
i can do nothing
even i being upset

rabindranath wrote 'se'
i have not read it
but heard many incaranation of the same
lila majumdar
budhdeb dasputa
thokon thakur
it may (not) appear in virtual
i have option to (not) wait

ink

what is the ink i write with?
what is my pen?
it is not blood it is nothing that is visible out side me
it is very internal and personal only me has it
i draw all  with this ink
it flows continuous non stop
it draws everything everyone
unless it is drawn in this ink i can't see anyone or anything
nothing exist otherwise it has to be drawn in this ink for me to see
i have draw it

all is personal composition of me for any to exist
none can enter my world without a passport drawn by me
i am so choosy

i have draw my admirer
i have draw my abusers
i have draw all for them to exist

ink is neuron
i do not know