caution

[even by mistake or pretense, if one silently thinks ONCE - that no one nothing deserves another thought - it becomes true for the rest of one's life!!!
one is just stuck for ever in heaven
there is permanent witness or divider that separates one from all
one can't touch nor any can touch one
if one fakes original - one becomes original - one has no option but one's isolation]

i may think another million thoughts
i may write another million words
i may shout at the top of my voice in loud speaker
i may strip naked and walk the street

i shall never be seen
my words shall reach no one
my thoughts shall never be known
my isolation shall never end

I am absent and I can't be present
I am permanently disconnected